::wrench:: / Wednesday, November 08, 2006
sorry, didn't post. didn't feel like doing anything at all. besides, school's still as boring as ever. well, besides the inter-class debate. which i would now go on to describe.
it was umm, on friday. and we had already prepared the day before, so we were pretty (very) confident. firstly, we prepared alot. secondly, we heard that our opponent ('L') didn't prepare yet so yeah. according to zhen, bs told them, "oh, i'll let you freshies do it!" umm, he's born to be mean, even though he's cute (you know, adorable) in a vampy way (you go zhen!) but when we met up in the morning, bernice came looking rater umm say, downcast. and apparantly, she saw part of the l'ers preparing, and they were, according to her, very prepared. i didn't say anything, but i really wanted to concentrate on our own performance, not to compare so much with theirs. so we carried on rehearsing.
then, after recess, we went down to the interaction room. and everyone was suppose to be present. that didn't really freak me out, cos i have been put in the same spot last time. but edward was. very very freaked out. he was, seriously, trembling. and besides he's the only boy in the team. so i don't know, i mean for our team's sake, i had to comfort him and all sort of nonsense. but in the end, it didn't pay off very much. he had the content, but it was his style and structure. while comforting him, i was in a way comforting myself. comforting myself that edward would do well and everything would go fine. i wasn't scared, at that time, how i was going to fair. i was scared of how edward would fair. because seriously, edward's score is a 100 while mine is only upon 50.
so janne went up. she spoke fast, but it was okay. [and i really want to kill mrs. o for saying that one sentence which could bring our team to utmost disaster] and bernice was good. but sigh, edward. he screwed it. his content was good. it's just that, he doesn't know how to present himself and no organization as well. well, we won by 9 points. not very impressive though. and according to willa (timekeeper), i was the best speaker. sheesh. zhen was next and bernice 3rd.
the motion, did i mention it before, was on retail therapy. i'm seriously dead beat already. because of all the things happening around me. and about him. i don't know anymore. abscence make the heart grow fonder, but three years. THREE years. i wonder if he still feels that way about me. i don't know..sigh. and then there's him2. haha. i know i'll never get him. never ever. but i still feel something about him. i guess, it's just friendship. just only, friendship. sigh. i'll never know. they'll never know.
okay, and the next motion, we're going against K. and we're the proposition. and the motion is about supporting co-ed. i don't know about co-ed. it's so,...controversial. you know, it might just be the root problem of all my confusion and problems right now. i hate it. those problems, this system. if i wasn't in all these schools i were't have met either of them and yeah, you know the flow. but what the...there's homosexuality. seriously, i'd rather be home-schooled. correction, self-taught.
sigh. we won. and okay, rather happy. by 94 points!! that's like 100. whoa. i can't really believe it at all. haha. and yeah, according to shiyin and dee, i apparently (and not very pleased with the fact) speak with a british accent. haha..not funny. and yeah, mrs. o said that, "oh, the reply speaker of the proposition had spoke very well. very polished...." along that line. anyway, i was blushing, my face was seriously hot. i could feel it. so i didn't hear the rest of the sentence, i just blocked it out. apparantly, after i spoke, every body clapped (very loudly for only 50+ people) and ooh-ed and ahh-ed. yes, including the boys. and kevin (urgh, the name just detest me. sorry) was like, "cheryl..." and then he went locked-jaw-open. sigh. like what the.
and about the disaster. janne thought she screwed up very badly. SHE DID NOT. and since mrs.o requested one reserve to speak once. and we chose jd to take her place. and she thought that we chose jd over her. i chose jd to replace her for ONLY ONE ROUND. because, we needed edward - he has good content. and bernice is great. and the rest didn't want me to get out. because to them, i was their "hope". haha, not funny. so she was really angry. in the end she simmered down a little. but i can see she's still rather pissed with me...and bernice...
nevermind. i'll just concentrate on my next motion. BLOGGING. how ironic. sheesh.
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